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Wednesday, 13 November 2024

The Skittering of Little Feet by Louise Arnott, a soothing blended Scotch for sipping

It was a shack poorly converted to a house, a shack filled with mice. Mice in walls, mice in halls, mice in ceilings, mice popping out of cupboards, mice scampering across the floor; a house which never lost its mice. Population diminished but never annihilated though relentlessly attacked by my determined mother.      

She trapped, she killed, she walloped them with her broom all the while assuring me, ‘It’s okay, Love. They’ll never hurt you.’ 

Much as I loved her, I couldn’t believe her.

At night, tucked in bed, lights out, the volume of the skittering, scampering in the walls increased. An aggressive pounding on the shared wall with my brother’s bedroom, the point of impact mere inches above my head - the scurrying of hundreds of little feet, me shaking, then with brave ferocity, joining in on the barrage with beating fists.

Him yelling, ‘Fucking little bastards,’ me, the younger one, the good child, wishing I could use the same language.

The gruff male voice shouting from the living room, ‘Settle down. It’s only a bloody mouse. Don’t wake your sister.’

And the insolent reply, only I hear. ‘Just who do you think is the one thumping the wall, old man?’

I stop, not wishing to bring down further wrath upon either of us.

     

Flash forward thirty-five years. Five adults sit at a rectangular table in a small, moldering office. Frustrated school staff and feuding ex-spouses, attempting to co-parent an out of control ten year old, are meeting at my request, to discuss growing concerns around MJ’s escalating behaviours. The dueling parents occupy seats on the window side of the room. The mother quietly scoots her chair away from her ex and moves closer to the head of the table where the principal sits. The psychologist is to her left and to his left is me, the resource teacher, hemmed in with my shoulder brushing one wall and my back, the other.

The conversation ebbs and flows, voices raise and voices lower. Information is shared, rejected, questioned, accepted, dismissed ad nauseam. The air grows malodorous; tension permeates the space.

Sudden skittering and scrambling next to my ear, my arm raises reflectively and I bash the wall. Once, twice, thrice, then realize what I’m doing and drop my arm. Eight eyes focus on me, demanding an explanation.

I stammer, ‘Mice.’

All continue to stare. I cringe.

‘Mice - in the wall.’ I shiver. I grip my pant-leg, willing my hand not to break free to pound again. ‘Don’t you hear them?’ I feel my body temperature rising and I flush from scalp to toenails.

MJ’s father recovers first, slaps his knee and brays. His spittle dots my notebook.

My principal glares and clears her throat. ‘Now, where were we before…’

 Our psychologist attempts to pick up the thread of the conversation.

I sink lower in my chair. I want to disappear, to dissolve, to die. I still hear the goddamned mice. They’re likely laughing, too.

The dad leans across the table and slaps his palm down hard on the table in front of me. I jump, my nerves shattered. His voice harsh, more flying spittle, sneers, ‘You’re fucking afraid of a fucking mouse?’

The child’s mother grimaces. Tears brim on her lower lashes and she mouths, ‘Sorry.’

I straighten my back, tilt my chin upward and look him in the eye — you goddamned fucking bully, I think but thankfully do not say.

‘Yes,’ I say, trying for a professional calm I do not feel, ‘as we were discussing prior to my, um, wall-thumping transgression, a great deal of long-lasting damage can occur during childhood. Our concern for your child is because of threats he has made as well as information he has shared with several adults on staff.’

MJ’s mom nods her head and, as though a taut elastic band breaks, the contents of her heart fly from her lips.

His dad raises his hand and she flinches. He shoves his chair back, yanks on the ex’s sleeve. ‘We’re leaving. Now.’

She resists, colour leaves her hands as they grip the armrests. He hesitates, then strides from the room, wrenching the door open and slamming it on his way out.
      ‘I am so sorry,’ she says again, and takes a deep grounding breath. ‘How can we get my boy back on track?’

Although there is no resolution, the newfound resolve shown by the mother leaves all feeling somewhat more positive. And as for me, until I spend more time in ‘exposure therapy,’ I’ll be the one positioned far from any walls. 

About the author

 

Louise moved from land-locked Calgary, Alberta to Victoria, British Columbia to enjoy ocean views. Instead she spends hours in her basement writing about the uncommon in the commonplace. 

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Tuesday, 12 November 2024

Why Else Do We Live? by Dana G Nadeau, apeteshie

I lived in Nigeria in the 1970s as a volunteer teacher. My housemate was from Sri Lanka. Every few months or so we would drive in his car from the small town of Keffi to the state’s capital Jos. There we could go to a real grocery store and perhaps hear a phone ring! Stay overnight in a guest house. Even go to the cinema to see a dubbed Italian Western.

     The road to Jos from Keffi was dirt, a mud pit in the rainy season, a minefield of hard ruts in the dry season. It was virtually undriveable in the wet season, so one day in the dry season, we set off for Jos. It was at least a five hour drive just to cover 150 miles.

     About twelve miles from Jos, our car broke down. We were in the savannah - no man's land. Two school boys appeared out of nowhere. One said there was a mechanic in a nearby village just over a nearby ridge, out of sight. The other boy went to fetch him. The mechanic came, looked under the bonnet, fiddled around for a bit, and said our car needed a new part. But that part could only be obtained in the city twelve miles away.

 'Don't worry,' said one of the boys. 'I'll run to the city and fetch the part for you.' What? It’s twelve miles! ‘I’ll return in the morning.’ He was barefoot. Snakes and scorpions lay half dead or scuttled across the road, run over by day for the snakes and hurrying at night for the scorpions. Fortunately, there was a full moon. You could read a book by the light of that moon. Off he went with the useless part. Would he be stung or bitten on the way?

     As is proper and customary, we went along a narrow path up and over the ridge to the village to meet and greet the chief. It would have been a grave insult to do otherwise. He told us he would put us up for the night. The villagers all sleep on straw mats in their huts. But for us they provided an empty hut, found two folding metal beds, mattresses, mosquito nets, a tin of instant coffee (which they don’t drink), a water filter (they don’t filter their water), and they fed us. Where had all this stuff come from?

     In the morning the young boy came running back with the part. The mechanic fit it and the car started perfectly.

     We offered to pay the mechanic. No. We offered the boy money for his trouble, his twenty-four mile run. No.

     I thought, Oh, I’ve done the wrong thing here. We have to give something to the chief, and he will distribute it accordingly. But, no. He also refused.

     This was a very, very poor African village. The villagers tilled the hard, near barren soil with hand hoes; they had no electricity, no running water; each person had an annual income of just a few shillings. No one seemed able to afford even a bicycle. Yet as a whole they gave us rich (compared to them) strangers all that they could to help us, things they had collected, that they didn’t even use themselves.

     Had I offended them? Why the refusals? In the Western world, payment is given for services rendered. ‘I’m really sorry,’ I said, ‘if we have offended you.’

   I think the chief saw my confusion. I was only twenty-seven: too young to understand until the chief explained.

    He raised his hand and spoke in Hausa (which one of the boys translated).

    'Why else do we live, but to help each other?'

    He would accept nothing because he lived by a higher principle as did all those in the village under his guidance. Our purpose in life, he clearly believed and lived by, whatever our personal circumstance, wealthy or poor, is to help each other with no expectation of reward.

     We drove to Jos with our student runner, and paid for the part. Before we could discuss his return, off he set on the twelve mile run back to his village.

     We were left to remember that lesson, ‘Why else do we live?’

About the author

Born in Long Beach, California, but grew up in Lancaster, Pennsylvania, Dana has lived in Nigeria, West Africa, done a post-grad degree in English and American Lit at Leeds Uni, taught in Switzerland, become a British citizen, served as a magistrate, and now lives in Accrington, Lancashire. 

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Monday, 11 November 2024

Murders in the Hospital Morgue Part 2 by Maxine Flam, espresso

‘So Bill, what have you come up with?’

            ‘Absolutely nothing…Joe, you know this won’t be an isolated killing. We need to speak to Dr. Delmonico.’

##

            ‘Good afternoon, Joe, Bill. What can I do for you today?’

            ‘Well, Dr. Delmonico, someone killed a nurse early this morning while she was on her lunch break and dragged her body to the morgue and left it there.’

            ‘Interesting. Sounds like a lot of rage in this person but he or she was creative as to where the body was left. I mean the person could have left it where it was killed, or put it in an empty patient bed with a sheet over it. The morgue, huh,…it could indicate she believed this person was dead inside and this was where she belonged…with other dead bodies.

            ‘We think it was a former patient.’

            ‘Why?’

            ‘Just a feeling we have.

So do you have a lead as to who’s done it?

The person the guard saw was dressed up in a nurse’s uniform and when he asked where she was going, she said out for a smoke. She never returned.’

            ‘So tell me about the victim.’

            ‘She was a nurse.’

            ‘You said. Was she competent, nice, rotten, mean, good-hearted, helpful, caustic? All this has a bearing. If she was nasty, there’s the motive for someone offing her. Poor patient care. I’m not excusing the behavior but you are looking for a person who was normal until their hospital stay and was so totally mistreated, she’s acting out the only way she knew how which was to kill the person who inflicted embarrassment or pain on her. If she was border line mentally ill before this hospitalization, watch out. She probably has more people son her hit list.’

            ‘Thanks Doc.’

##

            How to kill that witch? Think, Think…I got it. If I can get into to medicine cabinet, I’ll OD her on morphine. Yes, that’s it. Morphine.

##

            Nancy put on a clean uniform with her badge and went to a different floor than where she killed Jeannette. Gladys was working one floor below. Nancy got the keys to the medicine cabinet by distracting the nurse with them with a fake emergency in a room at the other end of the floor and removed three bottles of morphine along with some syringes. She waited outside the nurse’s lounge and hid behind the lockers until Gladys showed up. She came into to eat lunch and Nancy stabbed her three times in the neck with three high dose shots of morphine and then stuffed a pillow over her face and suffocated her until she was dead. Once dead, Nancy put her in a wheelchair, covered her in a blanket, and wheeled her to the freight elevator which led to the basement where the morgue was, but Nancy decided to leave the dead body in the elevator. She took the stairs to the first floor and dumped her gloves in the trash.

            As she walked out, another guard said good night to her and she responded by waving as she left.

            When Gladys did not return from her break, an all out man hunt went through the hospital. She was found a half-hour after Nancy left. Joe and Bill were called again to the hospital this time at 3 in the morning.

            Joe picked up Bill and Bill said, ‘I could really use some coffee. Why does this killer have to get us up in the middle of the night?’

            ‘Fewer people on the night shift,’ said Joe. Let’s stop for coffee and get to the hospital. ‘I haven’t been up at night like this since my son had colic.’

            ‘Me too,’ said Bill.

##

            ‘So what can you say about the dead nurse,’ Bill asked the supervisor.

            ‘C.N.A.’

            ‘C.N.A?’

            ‘Nursing assistant, not a nurse.’

            ‘Connection with the dead nurse last night?’

            ‘They worked together on occasion.’

            ‘Shit…now it makes sense. They were on the same shift when someone they cared for…’

            ‘Or didn’t care for …’

            ‘Yes, now I see that this someone got pissed off and she is taking her anger out on the nursing staff here. We have to figure out who’s next.’

##

            I got them…the ones that treated me like I was nothing…a non-person. I feel so relieved. Now I can go on with my life as if this never happened. I couldn’t believe these health professionals told me to do my business in the bed and wouldn’t take me to the bathroom. They’ll never do that again to another person. May they both rot in hell!

##

            ‘Joe, this person posing as a nurse must have been a patient recently for their anger to be this white hot.’

            ‘Yeah but how do we know she doesn’t have anyone else on the hit list?’

            ‘We don’t. We have to find her and find her fast.’

            Joe and Bill went back to the station with two boxes of patients’ files fitting the description of women staying at the hospital at least one or more nights. Nineteen women fit the general description. They waited until after breakfast to pound on doors to see if they could figure out who the murderer was.

##

            Nancy lived alone with her cat and two goldfish and was ecstatic she got away with murder…or so she thought. At lunchtime, there was a knock at the door.

            ‘Who is it?’

            ‘It’s Detective Joe Miller and Detective Bill Kelby, L.A.P.D.’

            ‘Just a minute. Nancy panicked. She threw the nurses uniform in the bottom of the hamper and covered it up with towels, flushed the toilet, and went to open the door.’

            Bill turned to Joe and said, ‘I hope she washed her hands.’

            Joe made a yucky face as the door opened. He flashed his badge and asked, ‘Are you Nancy Johnson?’

            ‘Yes,’ said Nancy.

            ‘We need to ask you a few questions,’ said Miller.

            ‘Yes, what can I do for you?’ Nancy started to shake.

            ‘Do you have a neurological problem?’ asked Kelby.

            ‘Yes, and when I get nervous I shake more.’

            ‘Do we make you nervous?’ said Miller.

            ‘When cops show up at your door and you don’t know why, yes.’

            ‘Just want to ask you a couple of questions about your hospitalization,’ asked Kelby.

            ‘Isn’t that private?’

            ‘Yes, the medical part is but we were wondering if you had either of these caregivers while you were there.’ Joe shows her the pictures.

            ‘Yes.’

            ‘And how did they treat you?’ inquired Miller

            ‘Okay. Not great, not bad,’ responded Nancy.

            ‘Alright, that’s all we wanted to know.’

            Joe and Bill left and Joe turns to Bill before getting in the car and said, ‘She’s lying.’

            ‘I know. All the other patients said both of them were horrible people. Even their coworkers didn’t like them.’

            ‘Well, how do we trap her?’

            ‘Let’s pull around the corner and see if she leaves,’ said Bill.

            ‘Like where?’

            ‘How would I know? Maybe she needs to dump evidence from this morning’s killing,’ responded Kelby,

            Sure enough, ten minutes later, she emerged from her house with a black garbage bag, got in her car, and drove to a dumpster near her home with a pick-up time scheduled for later today.

            Joe and Bill apprehended her with Joe doing a dumpster dive and pulling out the black bag she just put in.

            ‘NO, NO, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!’ Nancy screamed.

            Bill said, ‘You have the right to remain silent…’

             ‘They tortured me in the hospital. They both were no damn good and deserved to die,’ screamed Nancy.

            ‘Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law…’ continued Bill.

            ‘I’m glad their dead. They can’t hurt anyone else. You hear me.’

            ‘You have the right to an attorney and to have one present before questioning…’ said Bill.

            ‘Those bitches can go straight to hell. I’m not sorry they’re dead.’

            ‘If you can not afford one, an attorney will be appointed for you without out charge before questioning. Do you understand these rights as I have said them?’

            ‘No, I don’t understand my rights because I’m crazy.…You hear? I’m sick. You’ll see and I’ll get off because they pushed me over the edge. They caused me to do what I did. They withheld my psychotic medicine and I’ve been hearing voices and seeing people that aren’t there. They wouldn’t answer my call bells. Would you like to be treated that way?’

            Ignoring the question, Joe Miller said, ‘You had a choice.’

‘No I didn’t. You weren’t there. You don’t know the full story. Nobody should treat another human being the way I was treated, to have power over sick people, to tell you they won’t take you to the bathroom when you need to go, to tell you to go potty in the bed. NO ONE. They did that to me. They pushed me over the edge. HAHAHAHAHA. Let them find me crazy. I don’t care. The bitches are gone and they can’t hurt anyone else. Ever. AHAHAHAHAHA.’

            Joe put Nancy in a patrol car while she muttered and laughed to herself.

            ‘Joe?’ said Bill.

            ‘Yes.’

            ‘She’s right you know. They probably drove an average person to the edge but a person with mental illness, they drove over it.’

            ‘I know. I hope she has a good defense lawyer,’ replied Joe.

            ‘I’m going to recommend Thomas Connelly take the case,’ stated Bill.

            ‘Why?’

            ‘I can’t see her going away for life for the trauma she suffered at the hands of another in the hospital while trying to get better from a sickness. Through no fault of her own, she’s in this position. For the first time in my life, I truly understand what the victim went through.’

About the author

Since becoming disabled in 2015, Maxine took up her passion for writing. She has been published several times in the Los Angeles Daily News, The Epoch Times, Nail Polish Stories, DarkWinterLit, BrightFlashLiteraryReview, OtherwiseEngagedLit, CafeLit, Maudlin House and TheMetaworker.com

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Sunday, 10 November 2024

Sunday Serial: 280 x 70, 42 Their Path by Gill James, mineral water

Introduction

This collection is a collection of seventy stories, each 280 words. They were inspired by the first picture seen on my Twitter feed on a given day. 

42. Their Path  

 "Now then, guys, smile." A faint breeze came off the Ship Canal. It was good to be near water on a day like this. The photographer danced around them. "Good, good."

Gary and Barry felt good as well. It hadn't always been like this, though. Gary twanged the waistband on his jogging pants. "Remember how we couldn't get anything to fit."

Barry nodded. He remembered uncomfortable clothing that dug into him everywhere. And the sweat. Oh the sweat. Buckets full. A day like this would have probably killed him.

The embarrassment was the worst though. When you took up too much room on the tram, when you began to stink even though you'd used deodorant or when you couldn't bend over to tie up a shoe lace that had come undone.

Then it had become frightening when you got out of breath just walking from the bedroom to the kitchen. When it hurt your lungs just to breathe. And when they told you that they couldn't do the operation on your knee because the anaesthetic would be too risky so you just had to put up with the pain.

Worst of all was not being able to do things with the kids. He couldn't stand through a football practice. He couldn't drive his daughter to ballet lessons because he couldn't fit in the car. Holidays were out of the question.

He and Gary had decided they must do something. Slimming clubs were no good. They couldn't get there. So it had to be online.

It had worked.  Who'd have thought it? And now they were advertising it to others.

"Just one more," said the photographer. "Now, smile for the camera."             

About the author

Gill James is published by The Red Telephone, Butterfly and Chapeltown. She edits CafeLit and writes for the online community news magazine: Talking About My Generation. She teaches Creative Writing and has an MA in Writing for Children and PhD in Creative and Critical Writing. 

http://www.gilljameswriter.com 

https://www.amazon.co.uk/-/e/B001KMQRKE 

https://twitter.com/GillJames 

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